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[Sep. 11th, 2004|01:09 am] |
I got a xanga.
It's www.xanga.com/xbreakingroutine |
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| Jess looks hot in a Panera Bread hat. |
[Sep. 10th, 2004|04:38 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Ambrosial | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Tom Petty | ] |
This is exactly how I feel.
"Friday Night" by Slick Shoes
It's Friday night.
You want to hang out with your friend's cause you've had it up to here.
School just started and you wonder to yourself,
"Where did my summer go?"
But it will be all right tonight because...It's Friday night.
Let's go. Let's all have some fun tonight.
All right. Here we go. Here we go tonight.
It's Monday again and it feels like it never ends.
Where did your life go?
Did you forget what it was like?
This week is way too slow, it'll never end.
When will it go?
You've made it through the week, and now you feel just fine.
There'll be no nervous breakdown tonight because:It's Friday night.
Let's go. Let's all have some fun tonight.
All right. Here we go. Here we go tonight.
It doesn't matter where we go or what we do.
Let's just do it now.
Go to the Gas N Sip, and hang out there all night.
It'll be all right. |
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| In the event that everything should go terribly wrong... |
[Sep. 7th, 2004|04:34 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Emanuel | ] |
Yep. I got out of school early on Friday (THANK GOD) because we were leaving around 12 to go camping.
It was awesome. We went to Nelson's Ledges, and there were TONS of hippies there. There was a show and it was Raggea, I have a new found liking for it. Everyone there was either high or drunk. Me and Andy sat on the beach all night and drew pictures in the sand and looked at the stars. The next day we jumped off the high cliffs into the water! Fun fun!
On our way home today we stopped at a buffet. Mine was free because I got a piece of moldy french toast.
So now everyone is hangin out at Nik's. Me, Kree, Andy, Sarah B, Sarah W, Keith, Wil, Jared, Adam, Doug... yeah. Sean and James were here, but they left. :(
I have to do that RETARDED FUCKING STUPID ASS MOTHERFUCKING COUNT OF MONTE CRISTO PROJECT. DAMN ENGLISH CLASS, DAMN IT TO HELL!!!
I Love You
<3 |
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| We like to party, we like, we like to party! |
[Sep. 2nd, 2004|04:11 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | satisfied | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Sarah and Kree are talking. | ] |
SOOOOOOOOO today was the 2nd day of school, and it sucks. I have the gayest study hall in the world. 50 kids, but no talking... WITH MR. MASKRY! Eff, I thought I wasn't going to see him after last year. My classes suck and all that. Yeah.
Tonight Sean is taking me and Sarah to the show.
I love Sean! hah.
Tomorrow I'm getting picked up from school at 12 cause I'm going camping with Andy. WOOHOO FOR CAMPING! I'll be back Sunday.
My computer still isn't working. Damn.
Sarah's voice has been cracking a lot lately. haha.
Well time to get ready to leave.
<3 I love you. |
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| Wahahahahaha. |
[Sep. 1st, 2004|03:24 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | amused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | JD is watching an Ozzy DVD... | ] |
So, this is my last night of freedom and I'm staying at Nik's with Sarah.
Mitsubishi and JD are drunk... Mitsubishi is telling us jokes about stuff like frogs that eat pussy, and they aren't funny. But they're funny cause of the drunkness. It's awesome.
Earier today Sean came over and we went to Andy's and WalMart to FINALLY drop off my pictures from Warped Tour. More thanks to Sean for giving me rides all the time.
Man, I really don't want to start school on Wednesday.
We took SO MANY AWESOME pictures today it's not even funny. Maybe I'll post some tomorrow. As of now my computer at home isn't working. That sucks.
.I.L.O.V.E.Y.O.U.<3. |
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| Nikki is a BAD-ASS! |
[Aug. 30th, 2004|10:08 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | I feel like listening to The Early November... | ] |
The other day I went to Jess' and Kate was there too... It was awesome and I wish I could have spent more of my summer with Jess because I really missed her. We're gunna start hanging out again though.
My dad sent me some money so I bought a cool purse.
Yesterday I went to a wedding with Kree... I don't know who the people were but it's cool!
Today my brother took me to the mall and when I got home I could have considered it the worst day of my life. All my mom was doing was yelling at me and I was in a really wierd mood. I sat outside and wrote for a loooooooong time.
But, thank God Sean came and picked me up and brought me to Nik's, then we stayed here for a little bit and he left. I'm still here... YAY! Anywhere but home.
I'm so freakin tired.
I Love You...<3 |
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| The clicker please. |
[Aug. 27th, 2004|01:54 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | ecstatic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Ryan Cabrera | ] |
I learned how to tie a noose yesterday. |
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| The greatest lovers... |
[Aug. 26th, 2004|01:23 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Every Time I Die | ] |
I feel like a good sister. I made my brother waffles today. |
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| Sarah has HUGE tits... The size of my head. |
[Aug. 25th, 2004|06:08 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  A little emo | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Acceptance | ] |
Wow, today was great. I went shopping with James and Sean. LORDY they look good in their new pants. We went to Kohl's, the mall, and then Wal Mart... After that we went back to their house for a bit and then went to get ice cream, then to Sarah's. I had a grand day.
Now I'm home bored as shit. But tomorrow will be great too cause I get to go to Jess'... I haven't been there for almost a friggin year. I miss her so much. I can't wait! I remember all the great times we used to have... I think about them and it gets me so upset that it doesn't happen anymore. We were attatched at the hip and now we barely hang out. We used to talk about everything under the sun and now we barely talk. I read an old e-mail from her today... It was sad. I'm gunna cry. Yay.
DAMNIT! Why do I do this?! Everytime I listen to Acceptance I get emo, but I do it anyways!
I've been doing so good lately but the more I think the more there is to be upset about. I think too much anyways.
We haven't even started school yet and I'm already sick of it.
</3 I want you </3 But I can't have you </3 |
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[Aug. 22nd, 2004|04:28 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | I'm watching the movie 'Stay Tuned' | ] |
The show at Forward Hall last night was goooooooood.
Andy and Kree are in deep shit... :/
Tonight I'm going to Sarah's grandma's to hang out with the dog! YAY! |
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| Say yes, say yes, say yes, say yeah. |
[Aug. 20th, 2004|04:06 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | excited | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Taking Back Sunday | ] |
Yesterday was Nik's birthday party at the Greens. It was a good time. Vocal Riot, Go For The Juggular, and Lack of Focus played.
Afterwards me, Kree, Andy, Sarah, Wil, and Justin stayed at Nik's. We all went for a late night walk to the bridge and then me and Kree were supposed to walk to Co-Fair but ended up only going to the end of the road and talking.
Anyways, me and Kree have decided to go to the show at Forward Hall tomorrow instead of the Hangout.
I'm going to her house for a little bit tonight. I get to watch old videos of us being fuckin retards. Yay!
I want you. |
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| Fuckin Warped Tour. |
[Aug. 20th, 2004|01:19 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | FUCKIN GREAT! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Boys Night Out | ] |
WOOOOOOO! YESTERDAY WAS WARPED TOUR!
It was grand. When we first got there we checked the board and then went to the SmartPunk tent to check those times... But we didn't see From First To Last ANYWHERE. Turns out their guitarist had to go to court, so they didn't play. But Matt and Sonny were still there and I got pictures with Matt.
I saw Anti-Flag (They rule live), Allister, The Kinison, UnderOATH, Boys Night Out, New Found Glory (We really only watched them for old times sake, and the fact they were playing right before TBS), and then Taking Back Sunday. We made it to the font, and I got some awesome pictures of Adam... WOO! But the whole time I felt like I was going to pass out, but it was worth it.
I got some shirts... YAY!
After the show we made some awesome friends in the parking lot... And we were asking everyone for food and some lady gave us a box of cookies. hah.
Now I'm home and today is Nik's 16th Birthday!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIK!!! I LOVE YOU!!!
Heh. |
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| I hate the word cloak. |
[Aug. 16th, 2004|06:39 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | Tired and bored, but good | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Spill Canvas | ] |
So, Friday Nikki called me around 10:30 and said 'Hey you're coming to my house, Dan will pick you up. We're leaving the show we'll be there in a little bit.' They didn't get here til 2. ha. Anyways, me, DJ, Brent, and George stayed there and then went to Danfest on Saturday. That was a good time.
After Danfest, around 12, me, Nik, Stacey, Jared, Doug, Albin, Herpe, Roman, and Jeff went to Eat n' Park... We stayed there til like, 5. After that we all went to Nik's except Jeff and Roman. When we got there Andy and Kree were waiting for us. Albin, Doug, and Herpe stayed til about 7:30... They went home and we went to bed.
Yesterday Sarah came to Nikki's and we all stayed there again except Andy. Us, Doug, and Albin went to see 'Dodge Ball.' Great movie.
Fun fun.
Warped Tour on Wednesday. YEAH!
I love you. |
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| NOOOOOOOO! |
[Aug. 14th, 2004|01:42 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  enraged | ] |
| [ | music |
| | WHO GIVES A SHIT! | ] |
OH MY GOD
CALLING BLUE SKIES BROKE UP
help me!
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| You got her taking home this record to FUCK. |
[Aug. 13th, 2004|07:46 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | FUCKIN AWESOME! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | FUCKIN EMANUEL!!!!!! | ] |
So... Today I went to work with my mom and cleaned the office, that got me $50. (I probably should have only gotten like, 20, but that's okay!)
I really wanted to go to the show at the Knight's of St John's cause I miss Nik, but I don't think Dan was too into giving me a ride... So, I didn't... :(
I rented Romeo & Juliet, so I'm good!
I fuckin love this song.
I love you. <3 |
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| Black lines can turn to battlefields when they are drawn in pen. |
[Aug. 11th, 2004|01:19 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | emo | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Acceptance | ] |
Today I heard that God made spaces inbetween your fingers so that other people could fill them.
Now I know that it's the same
Different people, different days
I know it won't change
Do you find security
Knowing you have broken me
...Like a past time
Hold on and you'll find
What you're eventually looking for
Is popularity your quest
Is this game the perfect test
Do we all-Do we alter who we are
Who we honor
Playing with peoples' hearts
I find myself alone again
I don't want to find myself alone again
Hold on
</3 |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 9th, 2004|05:57 am] |
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You wanna see some awesome pictures I took today? I know you do!!!
:) |
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| :::This what happens when you're in a band and YOU suck::: |
[Aug. 7th, 2004|09:39 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | ...No music, unfortunately... But I wish I had some. | ] |
I'm in the quiet, and the dark... I feel like a vampire!
Not much to say except yesterday I went to the show at The Hangout...
TSS is fucking orgasmic. Lordy. Nate's pants were so tight they ripped... He's so f'n hot.
I stayed at Andy's last night afterwards... I wanted a fuckin cinnamon from Micky D's this morning for breakfast, but I just couldn't get my ass out of bed before 11.
Now I'm at Sarah's, having a grand-slammin time. Fuckin party. Even though I'm tired as hell.
It's Saturday and everyone is out doing something... And me and Sarah are wasting our pathetic lives on the internet. Hip-hip-hooray! That's okay though cause I love spending time with my Sarahface!
Yesterday was Joe's birthday... HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOE!!!
Well I've got nothing else to say so I'll get going.
I HAD A SMALL DREAM ABOUT ALL YOU MOTHERFUCKERS LAST NIGHT.
I love you!!! |
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| It's all in your goodbyes. |
[Aug. 4th, 2004|06:32 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | From Autumn To Ashes | ] |
So, we were supposed to be going to Warped Tour tomorrow, but plans changed to we're going to Buffalo instead-which suits me fine cause underOATH is playing! That's not til the 18th, and I'm so stoked I could puke... If that makes any sense.
Dan's birthday is tomorrow, so happy birthday Dan!
I'm bored, so I'm gunna fill out a thingy for yins!
Last cry: I don't remember.
Last library book checked out: Gingerbread... Actually, Sarah got it out... We just read it to each other at football practice!..Does that count?
Personality disorders: My whole personality is a disorder.
Last movie seen: Fight Club... I think.
Last book read: A whole book? 'Cut' by Patricia McCormick.
Last cuss word uttered: Fuck...?
Last beverage drank: KEWL-AID.
Last food consumed: CHICKEN!
Last crush: Sean Nelson.
Last phone call: Andy creature.
Last TV show watched: I think Step by Step while I was at Nikki's.
Last time showered: Haha... Good question.
Last shoes worn: My red/blue vans.
Last cd played: underOATH... Even though that's not what I'm listening to right now.
Last item bought: Goodness... I don't remember.
Last soda drank: Diet Pepsi.
Last thing written: Most likely a poem or somethin.
Last key used: My house key!
Last word spoken: Thanks.
Last sleep: Last night, until 1 this afternoon.
Last IM: Sarahface.
Last sexual fantasy: Wouldn't you like to know. ;)
Last ice cream eaten: Moose Tracks... Like 2 weeks ago.
Last time wanting to die: Hah, when I was suicidal back in like, September.
Last lipstick used: Last time I put on make-up... Which might I add was quite a while ago.
Last time dancing: Don't know...
Last show attended: It's been over a week! :(
Last time you got called 'hot': Don't remember.
I HURT: in my back.
I LOVE: sleep.
I HATE: bees.
I FEAR: being alone forever.
I HOPE: everything will work out the way I want.
I FEEL: sleepy.
I HIDE: jalkreh aeryaer!
I DRIVE: nothing.
I MISS: having a boyfriend... Though it's been a while.
I NEED: yo lovin'!
I THINK: a lot.
Current music: From Autumn To Ashes-No Trivia.
Current hair: Up in a half ponytail thingy.
Current thing i should be doing: Sleeping!
Current desktop picture: Hahahaha. No comment. (Well, it includes 2 certain someone's, I'll give ya that)
What do you most like about your body? My legs...?
And least? Who cares?
How many fillings do you have? I dunno, a few.
Do you think you're good looking? Decent looking.
Do you look like any celebrities? I LOOK JUST LIKE BOB SAGET! haha.
Words of wisdom: Uh huh. |
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| I love how he makes my body tingley and we're not even having sex. |
[Aug. 3rd, 2004|12:41 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | jubilant | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Sepa-fucking-ration Scene | ] |
Saturday me and Nik went to the show at The Hangout--it was free, and there was a lot of local artwork... Some of it was pretty cool. It was fun, and really rainy. I love rain. :) ...Except for the fact that I look like a drowned rat when I'm wet, and I don't look sexy. That's okay though. Anyways, a bunch of us walked through the rain to McDonald's and me and Nik tried drying ourselves off with the hand dryers in the bathroom. Tyler has a very nice bum. Then we went back to her house.
Yesterday (Sunday) I stayed the night at Andy's dad's... Good times.
Today Nik came over and me and her went to Dan's house thingy by the lake. I went in the lake up to my waist with my clothes on... What can I say, I don't have a bathing suit. Nik got a bloody nose. Fun fun.
Nik is staying tonight... And who knows what tomorrow will hold!!!
I love you. |
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