Desperado Aint Got Shit On Me.

bladeyoustain @ 2004-09-11T01:09:00

2004-09-11T05:10:26Z

I got a xanga.

It's www.xanga.com/xbreakingroutine

Jess looks hot in a Panera Bread hat.

2004-09-10T20:42:01Z

This is exactly how I feel.

"Friday Night" by Slick Shoes

It's Friday night.
You want to hang out with your friend's cause you've had it up to here.
School just started and you wonder to yourself,
"Where did my summer go?"
But it will be all right tonight because...It's Friday night.
Let's go. Let's all have some fun tonight.
All right. Here we go. Here we go tonight.
It's Monday again and it feels like it never ends.
Where did your life go?
Did you forget what it was like?
This week is way too slow, it'll never end.
When will it go?
You've made it through the week, and now you feel just fine.
There'll be no nervous breakdown tonight because:It's Friday night.
Let's go. Let's all have some fun tonight.
All right. Here we go. Here we go tonight.
It doesn't matter where we go or what we do.
Let's just do it now.
Go to the Gas N Sip, and hang out there all night.
It'll be all right.

In the event that everything should go terribly wrong...

2004-09-06T08:43:19Z

Yep. I got out of school early on Friday (THANK GOD) because we were leaving around 12 to go camping.

It was awesome. We went to Nelson's Ledges, and there were TONS of hippies there. There was a show and it was Raggea, I have a new found liking for it. Everyone there was either high or drunk. Me and Andy sat on the beach all night and drew pictures in the sand and looked at the stars. The next day we jumped off the high cliffs into the water! Fun fun!

On our way home today we stopped at a buffet. Mine was free because I got a piece of moldy french toast.

So now everyone is hangin out at Nik's. Me, Kree, Andy, Sarah B, Sarah W, Keith, Wil, Jared, Adam, Doug... yeah. Sean and James were here, but they left. :(

I have to do that RETARDED FUCKING STUPID ASS MOTHERFUCKING COUNT OF MONTE CRISTO PROJECT. DAMN ENGLISH CLASS, DAMN IT TO HELL!!!

I Love You
<3

We like to party, we like, we like to party!

2004-09-02T20:21:47Z

SOOOOOOOOO today was the 2nd day of school, and it sucks. I have the gayest study hall in the world. 50 kids, but no talking... WITH MR. MASKRY! Eff, I thought I wasn't going to see him after last year. My classes suck and all that. Yeah.

Tonight Sean is taking me and Sarah to the show.

I love Sean! hah.

Tomorrow I'm getting picked up from school at 12 cause I'm going camping with Andy. WOOHOO FOR CAMPING! I'll be back Sunday.

My computer still isn't working. Damn.

Sarah's voice has been cracking a lot lately. haha.

Well time to get ready to leave.

<3 I love you.

Wahahahahaha.

2004-08-31T07:29:32Z

So, this is my last night of freedom and I'm staying at Nik's with Sarah.

Mitsubishi and JD are drunk... Mitsubishi is telling us jokes about stuff like frogs that eat pussy, and they aren't funny. But they're funny cause of the drunkness. It's awesome.

Earier today Sean came over and we went to Andy's and WalMart to FINALLY drop off my pictures from Warped Tour. More thanks to Sean for giving me rides all the time.

Man, I really don't want to start school on Wednesday.

We took SO MANY AWESOME pictures today it's not even funny. Maybe I'll post some tomorrow. As of now my computer at home isn't working. That sucks.

.I.L.O.V.E.Y.O.U.<3.

Nikki is a BAD-ASS!

2004-08-30T02:23:43Z

The other day I went to Jess' and Kate was there too... It was awesome and I wish I could have spent more of my summer with Jess because I really missed her. We're gunna start hanging out again though.

My dad sent me some money so I bought a cool purse.

Yesterday I went to a wedding with Kree... I don't know who the people were but it's cool!

Today my brother took me to the mall and when I got home I could have considered it the worst day of my life. All my mom was doing was yelling at me and I was in a really wierd mood. I sat outside and wrote for a loooooooong time.

But, thank God Sean came and picked me up and brought me to Nik's, then we stayed here for a little bit and he left. I'm still here... YAY! Anywhere but home.

I'm so freakin tired.

I Love You...<3

The clicker please.

2004-08-27T17:56:57Z

I learned how to tie a noose yesterday.

The greatest lovers...

2004-08-26T20:24:49Z

I feel like a good sister. I made my brother waffles today.

Sarah has HUGE tits... The size of my head.

2004-08-26T01:30:25Z

Wow, today was great. I went shopping with James and Sean. LORDY they look good in their new pants. We went to Kohl's, the mall, and then Wal Mart... After that we went back to their house for a bit and then went to get ice cream, then to Sarah's. I had a grand day.

Now I'm home bored as shit. But tomorrow will be great too cause I get to go to Jess'... I haven't been there for almost a friggin year. I miss her so much. I can't wait! I remember all the great times we used to have... I think about them and it gets me so upset that it doesn't happen anymore. We were attatched at the hip and now we barely hang out. We used to talk about everything under the sun and now we barely talk. I read an old e-mail from her today... It was sad. I'm gunna cry. Yay.

DAMNIT! Why do I do this?! Everytime I listen to Acceptance I get emo, but I do it anyways!

I've been doing so good lately but the more I think the more there is to be upset about. I think too much anyways.

We haven't even started school yet and I'm already sick of it.

</3 I want you </3 But I can't have you </3

bladeyoustain @ 2004-08-22T16:28:00

2004-08-22T20:30:03Z

The show at Forward Hall last night was goooooooood.

Andy and Kree are in deep shit... :/

Tonight I'm going to Sarah's grandma's to hang out with the dog! YAY!

Say yes, say yes, say yes, say yeah.

2004-08-20T20:12:39Z

Yesterday was Nik's birthday party at the Greens. It was a good time. Vocal Riot, Go For The Juggular, and Lack of Focus played.

Afterwards me, Kree, Andy, Sarah, Wil, and Justin stayed at Nik's. We all went for a late night walk to the bridge and then me and Kree were supposed to walk to Co-Fair but ended up only going to the end of the road and talking.

Anyways, me and Kree have decided to go to the show at Forward Hall tomorrow instead of the Hangout.

I'm going to her house for a little bit tonight. I get to watch old videos of us being fuckin retards. Yay!

I want you.

Fuckin Warped Tour.

2004-08-19T17:31:55Z

WOOOOOOO! YESTERDAY WAS WARPED TOUR!

It was grand. When we first got there we checked the board and then went to the SmartPunk tent to check those times... But we didn't see From First To Last ANYWHERE. Turns out their guitarist had to go to court, so they didn't play. But Matt and Sonny were still there and I got pictures with Matt.

I saw Anti-Flag (They rule live), Allister, The Kinison, UnderOATH, Boys Night Out, New Found Glory (We really only watched them for old times sake, and the fact they were playing right before TBS), and then Taking Back Sunday. We made it to the font, and I got some awesome pictures of Adam... WOO! But the whole time I felt like I was going to pass out, but it was worth it.

I got some shirts... YAY!

After the show we made some awesome friends in the parking lot... And we were asking everyone for food and some lady gave us a box of cookies. hah.

Now I'm home and today is Nik's 16th Birthday!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIK!!! I LOVE YOU!!!

Heh.

I hate the word cloak.

2004-08-17T01:50:19Z

So, Friday Nikki called me around 10:30 and said 'Hey you're coming to my house, Dan will pick you up. We're leaving the show we'll be there in a little bit.' They didn't get here til 2. ha. Anyways, me, DJ, Brent, and George stayed there and then went to Danfest on Saturday. That was a good time.
After Danfest, around 12, me, Nik, Stacey, Jared, Doug, Albin, Herpe, Roman, and Jeff went to Eat n' Park... We stayed there til like, 5. After that we all went to Nik's except Jeff and Roman. When we got there Andy and Kree were waiting for us. Albin, Doug, and Herpe stayed til about 7:30... They went home and we went to bed.
Yesterday Sarah came to Nikki's and we all stayed there again except Andy. Us, Doug, and Albin went to see 'Dodge Ball.' Great movie.
Fun fun.

Warped Tour on Wednesday. YEAH!

I love you.

NOOOOOOOO!

2004-08-14T05:44:14Z

OH MY GOD

CALLING BLUE SKIES BROKE UP

help me!

You got her taking home this record to FUCK.

2004-08-13T23:55:50Z

So... Today I went to work with my mom and cleaned the office, that got me $50. (I probably should have only gotten like, 20, but that's okay!)

I really wanted to go to the show at the Knight's of St John's cause I miss Nik, but I don't think Dan was too into giving me a ride... So, I didn't... :(

I rented Romeo & Juliet, so I'm good!

I fuckin love this song.

I love you. <3

Black lines can turn to battlefields when they are drawn in pen.

2004-08-11T05:31:14Z

Today I heard that God made spaces inbetween your fingers so that other people could fill them.

Now I know that it's the same
Different people, different days
I know it won't change
Do you find security
Knowing you have broken me
...Like a past time

Hold on and you'll find
What you're eventually looking for

Is popularity your quest
Is this game the perfect test
Do we all-Do we alter who we are
Who we honor
Playing with peoples' hearts
I find myself alone again
I don't want to find myself alone again
Hold on

</3

bladeyoustain @ 2004-08-09T05:57:00

2004-08-09T21:59:34Z

You wanna see some awesome pictures I took today? I know you do!!!

:::This what happens when you're in a band and YOU suck:::

2004-08-08T01:09:02Z

I'm in the quiet, and the dark... I feel like a vampire!

Not much to say except yesterday I went to the show at The Hangout...

TSS is fucking orgasmic. Lordy. Nate's pants were so tight they ripped... He's so f'n hot.

I stayed at Andy's last night afterwards... I wanted a fuckin cinnamon from Micky D's this morning for breakfast, but I just couldn't get my ass out of bed before 11.

Now I'm at Sarah's, having a grand-slammin time. Fuckin party. Even though I'm tired as hell.

It's Saturday and everyone is out doing something... And me and Sarah are wasting our pathetic lives on the internet. Hip-hip-hooray! That's okay though cause I love spending time with my Sarahface!

Yesterday was Joe's birthday... HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOE!!!

Well I've got nothing else to say so I'll get going.

I HAD A SMALL DREAM ABOUT ALL YOU MOTHERFUCKERS LAST NIGHT.

I love you!!!

It's all in your goodbyes.

2004-08-04T22:52:52Z

So, we were supposed to be going to Warped Tour tomorrow, but plans changed to we're going to Buffalo instead-which suits me fine cause underOATH is playing! That's not til the 18th, and I'm so stoked I could puke... If that makes any sense.

Dan's birthday is tomorrow, so happy birthday Dan!

I'm bored, so I'm gunna fill out a thingy for yins!

Last cry: I don't remember.

Last library book checked out: Gingerbread... Actually, Sarah got it out... We just read it to each other at football practice!..Does that count?

Personality disorders: My whole personality is a disorder.

Last movie seen: Fight Club... I think.

Last book read: A whole book? 'Cut' by Patricia McCormick.

Last cuss word uttered: Fuck...?

Last beverage drank: KEWL-AID.

Last food consumed: CHICKEN!

Last crush: Sean Nelson.

Last phone call: Andy creature.

Last TV show watched: I think Step by Step while I was at Nikki's.

Last time showered: Haha... Good question.

Last shoes worn: My red/blue vans.

Last cd played: underOATH... Even though that's not what I'm listening to right now.

Last item bought: Goodness... I don't remember.

Last soda drank: Diet Pepsi.

Last thing written: Most likely a poem or somethin.

Last key used: My house key!

Last word spoken: Thanks.

Last sleep: Last night, until 1 this afternoon.

Last IM: Sarahface.

Last sexual fantasy: Wouldn't you like to know. ;)

Last ice cream eaten: Moose Tracks... Like 2 weeks ago.

Last time wanting to die: Hah, when I was suicidal back in like, September.

Last lipstick used: Last time I put on make-up... Which might I add was quite a while ago.

Last time dancing: Don't know...

Last show attended: It's been over a week! :(

Last time you got called 'hot': Don't remember.

I HURT: in my back.

I LOVE: sleep.

I HATE: bees.

I FEAR: being alone forever.

I HOPE: everything will work out the way I want.

I FEEL: sleepy.

I HIDE: jalkreh aeryaer!

I DRIVE: nothing.

I MISS: having a boyfriend... Though it's been a while.

I NEED: yo lovin'!

I THINK: a lot.

Current music: From Autumn To Ashes-No Trivia.

Current hair: Up in a half ponytail thingy.

Current thing i should be doing: Sleeping!

Current desktop picture: Hahahaha. No comment. (Well, it includes 2 certain someone's, I'll give ya that)

What do you most like about your body? My legs...?

And least? Who cares?

How many fillings do you have? I dunno, a few.

Do you think you're good looking? Decent looking.

Do you look like any celebrities? I LOOK JUST LIKE BOB SAGET! haha.

Words of wisdom: Uh huh.

I love how he makes my body tingley and we're not even having sex.

2004-08-03T05:21:02Z

Saturday me and Nik went to the show at The Hangout--it was free, and there was a lot of local artwork... Some of it was pretty cool. It was fun, and really rainy. I love rain. :) ...Except for the fact that I look like a drowned rat when I'm wet, and I don't look sexy. That's okay though. Anyways, a bunch of us walked through the rain to McDonald's and me and Nik tried drying ourselves off with the hand dryers in the bathroom. Tyler has a very nice bum. Then we went back to her house.

Yesterday (Sunday) I stayed the night at Andy's dad's... Good times.

Today Nik came over and me and her went to Dan's house thingy by the lake. I went in the lake up to my waist with my clothes on... What can I say, I don't have a bathing suit. Nik got a bloody nose. Fun fun.

Nik is staying tonight... And who knows what tomorrow will hold!!!

I love you.

St. Vincent's has great architecture...haha.

2004-07-31T03:15:16Z

YIPEE! I stayed at Nik's last night... Because all my other friends are partying, and we weren't invited. :/
That's okay!
Anyways, Kayla was there too, and we went over to Dan's for what was supposed to be By George practice... But Joe never showed up. We watched 'Fight Club.' Good movie... F'd up, but good. So then, Roman leaves the rest of us went to Co-Fair and got some munchies and hung out there for a tid bit... Then we took Shelby home, and Dan went home too, so the rest of us (Me, Nik, Kayla, Doug, Anthoni, and Jeff) went to Giant Eagle and hung out in the parking lot for like 2 hours. Nik took Anthoni's car for a drive and he was chasing it... It was funny. After that, Doug took me, Nik, and Kayla back to Nik's house and we just talked... A lot.
Today after my mom picked me up I had to go to the hospital with her to get some X-rays for her neck. I had to sit in a tiny waiting room with like 10 people... And I hate that. But I did get to watch something good on TV about the death penalty.

Now I'm bored at home.

I'm slowly finding out reasons for life...

I wanna try to write tonight. Yipee.

I love you.

Oh lordy...

2004-07-29T16:56:53Z

WARPED TOUR IS IN ONE WEEK BITCHES!

I WILL meet that man!!! I WILL!!! (And then, I will have his babies)

I wish I was Emily! :(

2004-07-29T05:03:22Z

Smiles and her laughter
It's the only thing that I've been waiting for a time
Regardless of our distance and our hope grows greater
Trapped by pretty eyes and letters for all time
... The only thing that I've been waiting for

I hope it's something worth the waiting
'Cause it's the only time that I ever feel real
Thunderstorms could never stop me
'Cause there's no one in the world like Emily

She's simple yet confusing
Her sparkling eyes make me weak at my words
They tremble
Days seem like years in this month of December
The winter coldens me for I have yet to sleep
And never will I give up trying cause you're everything to me

I hope it's something worth the waiting
It's the only time that I ever feel real
Thunderstorms could never stop me
'Cause there's no one in the world like Emily

Such a cute song.

Why can't someone think about me like that?
It's been so long.
I guess good things come to those who wait...

I love you.

Nipples are fun.

2004-07-28T03:49:45Z

Yep... So this morning I woke up and went to work with my mom for a little bit, that way she could take me to Sarah's before she had to come home from work... While I was in the office I drew Sarah some great pictures. So I came to Sarah's and gave her a wake up call at 10:15! I'm staying the night here. We were supposed to go to Kree's... Alas, we had no ride!

I'm so stoked for Warped Tour.

Kree just told me Mason has his nipples pierced... I don't know if she's just fuckin or not, but damn... That's hot.

Hm, I'm gunna get going.

I.Love.You.<3.

Shit piss FUCK.

2004-07-27T02:52:44Z

Wow, I can't stop listening to these guys... They're incredible.

WARPED TOUR IN LESS THAN 2 WEEKS, MOTHER FUCKERS!

It's good to be home.

So, the show on Saturday was great... Punchline and Spitalfield are the shit, and I kinda got hit on by a really cute kid. I stayed at Nik's... Halifax was good too!

The show yesterday was good too, but I wasn't really in the mood for one. Although, something really funny happened... Andy had to piss, so we ventured to the bathroom. And while Andy was washing her hands Mike Ski (The singer from the A.K.A's) came out of one of the stalls. He laughed a little, put his finger over his mouth and said "shh."... Later we found out it was cause he was already up the stairs and he was about to pass out and thought he was gunna puke, and the girls' room was the closest. I stayed at Nik's last night too... And we had a Casey WK/Andy WK/Nikki WK/Kree WK PARTY! Hah.

So, on my way home today we got rear ended. Shitheads, I'm tellin ya.

Oh yeah, and at the Punchline show there was a certain hottie in frony of me part of the time... Woo, it was grand. ;)

PORN FEST WITH ME, KREE, SARAH, AND DEREK!... It'll be a good time.

I'm gunna fill out a survey for you fucks.

Name: I am Casey WK.
Birthdate: July 7th.
Birthplace: Uh... Erie?
Current Location: Springfield PA, bitches.
Eye Color: Blue.
Hair Color: Blonde and black.
Righty or Lefty: Lefty.
Zodiac Sign: Cancer.
Innie or Outtie: Innie.
// series two - describe //
Your heritage: Well, I'm American!
The shoes you wore: Pieces of shit green Converse hi-tops... But I love 'em!
Your eyes: Yeah... They're blue.
Your weakness: A certain someone's face, and dudes in chic pants. TIGHT chic pants.
Your fears: I'm skerred of bees, and I'm afraid that I'm gunna wake up someday and be invisible to everyone... And being alone.
Your perfect pizza: I'm eating pizza right now! I like just pepporoni though... And lots of cheese.
// series three - what is //
Your most overused phrase on aol\aim: (Insert name here) WK.
Your thoughts first waking up: I fuckin hate waking up.
The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: Hair and eyes.
The best Name for a Butler: Jaquese.
Your best physical features: My legs I guess... Kneecap to be exact! (Sarah, you're a fuckhead!)
Your bedtime: Whenever I get tired.
Your greatest fear: Waking up and being invisible to everyone.
Your greatest accomplishment: Passing my Science finals last year.
Your most missed memory: Hm... I would say sleeping outside on Kree's trampoline...
// series four - you prefer //
Pepsi or coke: Pepsi... Coke makes your breath smell like shit. haha.
McDonald's or Burger King: Neither.
Single or group dates: Any date!
Adidas or Nike: Neither.
Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate.
Cappuccino or coffee: Neither.
// series five - do you //
Cuss: Too much, I'm afraid,
Sing well: Haha, NO!
Take a shower everyday: ...Nope.
Want to go to college: Undecided.
Liked high school: Well, I don't like any school... I guess it's all right... Even though I miss elementary school cause you could have been the biggest skank AND the biggest PIMP... AT THE SAME TIME!
Type with your fingers on the right keys: For the most part.
Believe in yourself: I sure do!!! :) You're sure to do impossible things if you follow your heart! (sung with a British accent!)
Get motion sickness: Nope!
Think you're attractive: Duh, I'm hawt with an AW!... Nah... I could be a lot worse!
Get along with your parents: I hate my dad... And I get along with my mom alright.
Like thunderstorms: I fuckin LOVE storms! :)
Play an instrument: Drums! And Sarah can do the beginning to Doug like NO OTHER!
// series six - in the last month, did/have you //
Drank alcohol: Nope.
Smoke(d): Nope.
Done a drug: Nope.
Go to the mall: Yep.
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: Nope!
Eaten sushi: Not in the past month!
Been on stage: Nope.
Been dumped: I haven't even had anyone to dump me!
Gone skating: Nope.
Made homemade cookies: Me and Nik tried... And miserably failed.
Gone skinny dipping: Nope.
Dyed your hair: Yep.
Stolen anything: Uhh... I don't think so.
// series seven - have you ever //
Played a game that required removal of clothing?: Probably when I was like 5, and the most awesome kid in the world.
If so, was it mixed company: Oh yeah, all us 5 year olds were having a huge orgy... It was the best thing that ever happened to me.
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: Nope nope.
Been caught "doing something": MAYBE IF I HAD SOMEONE TO 'DO SOMETHING' WITH!
Been called a tease: Haha, are you kidding me? I can't even get guys to talk to me, let alone be a tease!
Gotten beaten up: Probably, by my brother.
Changed who you were to fit in: Nope.
Current Clothes: My 'JUST ROLL' shirt and my yellow jammy pants.
Current Mood: Tired and achey.
Current Taste: Pizza.
Current Hair: ... Hair!
Current Annoyance: My back hurts. :/
Current Smell: Air!
Current Desktop Picture: Still FFTL.
Current Book: @CAFE... I don't remember who it's by.
Current DVD In Player: BLOW.
Current Refreshment: Orange soda!
Current Worry: ... No worries!
Current Crush: :::Crushless:::
Current Favorite Celebrity: ... There's way too many... Adam Lazzara, Gerard Way, Sonny Moore, Emile Hirsch... Others too!

I had a small dream about all you mother fuckers last night.. haha.

I FUCKIN LOVE YOU MAN! <3